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redthemusiclvr15

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Oh hai there :3

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My new account is :iconredleigh15:

Well - It's been a while hasn't it?

I need to start posting some images up on this shiznazz.

I'm addicted to tumblr. - It's taking over precious deviantart time.

Updates

I have a boyfriend!
He's 23 however, and he is pretty awesome.
Met him at Anime Milwaukee - couldn't be more perfect!

I'm 18 on Sunday
Finally able to vote.
Finally able to go to porn shops and buy lottery tickets.

I graduate this year as well.
Which is scary for me.
Especially when my college I'm going to next year is 30k a year.
-faints-

Anyways - I'm off to upload some new pictures.

"Live, Laugh, Glomp" - Uncle Yo


<3 Red
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New Deviantart

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I guess life has to create new beginings. Even though I'm so far on here, I feel I need to start over.

My new Account is





RedLeigh15






Watch me :D
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Passionate


You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.


Aesthetic


You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.


Original


You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.

You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.


Tender


You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things. More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.

You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.


Innovative


You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.

You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.


Creative


You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.

You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.


Intellectual


You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.


Sympathetic


You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.

You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.


Reserved


You are somewhat shy, or at least unwilling to spend all your time socializing. With you it's true that "still waters run deep," which is why many of your acquaintances never get to know you well.

You are not always ready to talk at the drop of a hat. Whether you're in the office or at a party, you're not likely to be found gabbing away in the middle of a group of people.


Assertive


You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others. Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.

You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.
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Its a Saturday at about four thirty-two.

How do I feel lately?
Its complicated.

"Shadows twirling around my head
Light cannot escape
Save me now before it's
too late."

Words flow in my head, mean nothing. Just snitbits of poetry, past and present.


I should be happy.. right?
I just can't accept it. No matter what.

What am I suppossed to do to stop worrying? For things to be okay?
To accept things?
To be strong?

Lately I've been up and down. Lost myself. Found myself again.
I don't want it to be a constant cycle, and I'm afraid it is..


One day... I wish to be okay.
I should be now, but I just can't get myself to be.
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Lately the weather has been so bi-polar.
And consequently so have I.
<3

I finally decided it's my turn to be happy. No matter what, I deserve it.
I deserve to have a guy who will call us a couple, not pretend we are.
It's been a while since I've been in the dating loop - too afraid to let my feelings and my heart get hurt.

It's a scary world, this world of love and like and dating.

This is the same guy, I've liked for so long. It seems like a fairy tale, or something like it. I finally have him.
And everything. Is ok. <3

Most likely I'll post new writings.


I have become obsessed with
Hetalia - Greece <3
Kingdom Hearts - Xion and Roxas
Bleach - Aizen and Momo
Maid Sama - Miksaki and Usui

Just recentlly Im back on medicine, trying to get my life back in order.
Everyday I miss my Grandfather - I need to move on, as hard as it will be.

Everyday is a battle,
Everyday is another chance to say
I survived. <3
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You remind me of the time when I knew who I was. by redthemusiclvr15, journal